Ooops

I missed teaching a yoga class tonight. For some reason I never even put it on my schedule. This has happened before. Its usually not a mistake, b/c I am extra careful to put things on my schedule and send myself reminders 2 days before. But for some reason I never even saw this class. Sometimes I really fear that I don't want to do this. Or that I am afraid of teaching or I don't know what to do. It's okay as always, I just wish I knew it was coming. I would have prepared for it. But I had no inkling that I had missed it.

I have noticed that I feel really bad or miserable the morning of a mistaken day / missed appointment. It's as if I have already missed it and that I have already started to feel bad about it. I wish I could catch that feeling and then trace it back to the incident that will cause the event and then re-do it so that I don't miss it.

I don't know its possible. It's funny, I just checked my latest schedule and I have added it to my calendar as always - no mistakes so its odd that I missed this one. Oh well. All I can do is to try to do better. Love myself and understand that I move in mysterious ways.

Love & Blessings to the World,
Carlos