Universal Longing

There is an idea about how we have a longing or sadness over leaving heaven to come here. However I now realize it may be a universal longing, stemming from the initial separation. From the initial time when God created energy and intelligence. Once he divided himself into the 2, it was possible to know the other, and to also be apart. Its possible he also created the longing or a magnetism to attract each other, so that it would be possible to know the other. This is what I believe to be true.

getting ready to go to hawaii

Enjoying Love in a new space. Dreams and dreams. Deferred. Plans. Why can't letting go. Don't try. Be. Allow fire. Anger. Peace. Work thru Anger. Afraid of him. B/c afraid of being lonely. Of not having anyone. Waiting for others to join.

buy an instrument on Hawaii.

Let go of the internship.

Yo whats up

How is life going?
I don't know. I am enjoying myself. Love & Life to all beings.

Well I missed a few things

I am trying to go by feeling but that is unclear right now. I want to destroy. I want to blame him. I want to blame myself for my creation. Love & Light is supposed to be the only thing. i want to get rid of TV. And just play or enjoy life. Simple Complex, Mystery. Light & Love. Moving into the world. Enjoying life. Walking running hiking, biking, swimming. Focus, determination.

Set daily goals. That was cool to see. Love & Light. Peace & Joy. Happiness and beyond.

Thank You for the daily dose & Ritual.

Whats going on

I want to do this
I want to do that
I am afraid of who is coming
The sexual energy is frightening
I want to move on go do something fun

I don't care anymore

Sometimes I feel like life has no meaning. That I want attention. Who is out there. Why I am not connected. But seriouslly

why - why keep going with all this. Why not quit . Hard times

PTI Experience

The agreement - to go and enjoy. Jealousy is lousy teacher. Why do we evolve? Why do we want this life to be the way it is? Why not love each other with reckless regard. Deep regard. Friendss hurt cloeses admiration jealousy a teacher a leader and a shower of the way.